If only you know...

释怀，很难

2012-02-11T14:32:00.004+08:00

嗯，过去了，真的。

很多很多负面情绪，

在人前我需要掩饰得很好。

放心，这一点，我擅长。

讨厌自己的软弱，

让身边的朋友担心了。

我也想大哭，痛痛快快地大哭一场，

把心里的难受都哭出来。

就像那天，拼命灌了酒，

失去了自制能力，

哭得不能自己。

这样的痛，要怎么释怀？

把自己困在这么一个框框内，

迷失了自己，迷失了方向。

出口，在哪里？

我想要一个拥抱，一个心疼我的拥抱，

好不？

新年快乐

2012-01-26T03:01:00.002+08:00

新年快乐！

一直很想更新，

但是一直很忙。

有空的时候却没有那个心情。

嗯。新的一年了。2011年就这么过去了。

那个装载着我满满回忆的2011。

2012年，我要让自己活得更快乐。

我要做自己，原本的自己，真实的自己。

生活中总会有许多挫折，

跌倒了，可以伤，可以痛，

但总该学会复原的能力。

展望未来吧，一切会更美好的。

加油！

爸媽結婚周年快樂

2011-11-28T21:25:00.006+08:00

11月27日，這個甜蜜的日子。

爸爸媽媽的婚姻跨過了26個年頭。

很開心他們依舊甜蜜，依舊恩愛。

我有一個疼老婆的爸爸，溫柔照顧老公的媽媽，

這是多麽幸運的事啊！

感謝主讓我們家可以這麽溫馨 :)

下午姐姐打電話來説她和哥哥在逛街，

相中了一個皮夾，打算買下來送給1月生日的爸爸做生日禮物。

然後又說看中了一對情侶表，

要給爸爸媽媽的結婚周年禮物~

當然，打來不會只是要告訴我，

而是要我出錢啦！>.<

不過沒關係啦~那是我最愛的爸爸媽媽呢！:D

晚上打了通電話給爸爸，

他在外頭工作呢！

聼得出來他因爲我記得他們的紀念日而感到驚喜！

他笑得很開心，不斷關心我這裡過得怎樣。

接著打給在家裏的媽媽，

一接通我就叫了一聲Leng Lui~

媽媽笑得超開心 :D

一直跟我炫耀說爸爸帶她到博覽會買了新的鍋，

超好用，超方便。

花了很多錢，但是我知道他們都很開心！

他們笑聲的渲染力可強的勒~

把我的心情都點亮了 :D

爸爸媽媽好棒！

Full Stop

2011-11-23T20:45:00.003+08:00

I'm done.

Thing ended 2 weeks ago.

And I seriously thought it ended well.

Supposed to be.

But what now?

Spare me! Darn!

Changes

2011-11-05T12:06:00.002+08:00

Dear bloggie,

Sorry for abandoning you for months.

I've been through so much,

I've tonnes of feelings to tell,

but I just don't want to reveal the wounds to the world.

That hurts way too much.

Lots of changes within few months time,

I was on a roller coaster,

ups and downs.

I'm not sure whether the changes are good for me

but at least I learnt something.

I'm not sure what's next

but I will be strong to take it no matter how.

It's another new month.

Please be nice to me, thank you :)

Uncomfortable feeling

2011-08-26T10:40:00.003+08:00

If you ever want to find out something about me,
Just ASK!!!
Would you please don't stalk?
Or try to add people around me on facebook?
What you did irritate me and I feel really uncomfortable!
If I'm not telling, meaning I don't wanna let you know!
So why invade my privacy? Try to respect me alright?

惊喜

2011-07-26T19:08:00.001+08:00

小惊喜，很温暖。谢谢你。=)

Overloaded with assignments

2011-07-17T04:09:00.002+08:00

It's 4.09am
and I'm still in McD doing assignments??

SCREW ASSIGNMENTS!
Me is tiredddddddd T___________T

Love in the air

2011-07-14T10:29:00.001+08:00

Good morning sunshines! :)
Woke up with a good weather
and a good mood!
I got a feeling,
that today is gonna be a good day =)
Thank be to GOD! :D

Nice one

2011-07-04T13:37:00.001+08:00

她会和每个异性朋友大声说笑，无所顾忌。

但是，当他们向她表达爱意时，她却像刺猬一样，保护自己。

她对爱情没有安全感，也给不了别人安全感。

她想对你负责，对她负责，对自己的过去和未来负责，但请你别轻易给她誓言和承诺，她很难相信，

她习惯在人前表现的很坚强，一副大女子主义的模样。

她是完美主义，对感情，容不得一点瑕疵。

她有时是迟钝的，在感情方面，她有时却很敏感，因为她在乎。

她不喜欢跟陌生朋友玩，更不喜欢不熟悉的人说爱她，有人会觉得这个女生有点冷，她太自我，

心里不想笑就不笑，不想说话就不说话，不想出去玩就不出去，

一定要对方先流露出对她有好感，她才散发她的热情，她爱的永远是对她最好的，

那个好她心里是有一个标准的，你的积分超过了那条线，她会爱上你。

但大多数没超过线之前就离开了。

这样的女生，她的心脏会时常痛，就像碾转在自尊下的爱，疼了痛了心死了，也说不出口，

她独立，也好强，她宁愿忍受太多的寂寞和痛苦也不愿跟任何人人提前。

但其实骨子里，渴望有一个避风港湾，让她去依靠。

但她不会承认，她必须确定那个人是否可以承受这一切。

承受她的撒娇、她的无理取闹、她的倔强、她的悲观，她所有的性格缺陷且永远不离不弃。

只有这样，她才放心，可以放心继续做自己，不会害怕有一天要面对失去。

其实她要的并不多，只是一个温暖的家而已。

她分手之后完全不像别人，在人前要死要活，她嬉笑怒闹，变得更加开朗，

在听到朋友说有关他的话题时间，她不会回避，会参与，然后淡然微笑，她的表现总遭人怀疑这段感情的深浅，没有人看得到她的眼泪。

她不会在恋人面前大声哭泣，但她会躲在被窝里独自哭泣到天亮，既便在你最爱她的时候

她也会胡思乱想让自己悲伤。她们不在乎，谁说什么都无所谓，

这就是她们，坚持做着自己，如果你看到她的眼泪，这是她骄傲的心不得已的放纵。

分开后你会发现她周围的异性多了起来，可你不知道曾经她为了表示对你的专注，疏远了那些朋友。

现在的她只是想找回原来的自己。

但是她会需要很长时间才会开始新的恋情，

她就是这样，死要面子，不认输不服软。

她从不轻言爱，她的爱很沉默，那并非是她缺少那份勇气，

在她心里有一个栅栏，那就是自尊，她看的比生命还重要的自尊。

如果这样的女生对你说她爱你，那就代表在她心里你的分量胜过了她的自尊。

所以如果你不了解她、不懂她，请别爱她。。。

HOMEY

2011-06-19T23:31:00.009+08:00

Finally I got home as you can see how strong my determination is.
After 8 freaking hours journey,
I reached Malacca in one piece. *Applause*
Home is always awesome.
Only family will take care and love you with no condition!
I love my family so so much~
Amazingly I never go out with any friend this time.
A pure family weekends! Wheeeheee XD
It's father's day and we went NADEJE to buy cakes.
Okay I'm evil. Drool all you can ;P

負面能量

2011-06-16T22:07:00.002+08:00

身邊的人釋放出很多負面的能量
一個不小心我讓自己陷入這樣的負面漩渦
我不知道自己哭什麽
只知道我計劃了很久要回家
一個人計劃著
我希望有順風車
我希望有好心人願意載我到怡寳去坐巴士
我希望可以跟朋友的車到芙蓉然後再自己轉搭巴士回家
我希望自己搭巴士到吉隆坡然後學會自己轉地鐵轉巴士
我希望在不讓父母擔心的情況下回到家
當爸爸因爲擔心我的安危而不讓我回家的時候我很難過
整個内心很複雜
還有好多好多的事要去解決
我想家。很想很想。

Muet Result

2011-06-13T14:44:00.000+08:00

Muet result is out!
And I passed!
Thank GOD!! :D
<3

Outing with the girls

2011-05-28T12:29:00.006+08:00

Satay celup, Pasar Malam, Beach, Xuan cafe.
That pretty sums up my night =)

Miracle :)

2011-05-27T00:42:00.001+08:00

God showed me miracle.
And I feel very thankful! VERY!!! :D
Thanks be to GOD <3

Nail art loves

2011-05-24T23:48:00.001+08:00

I got bored and start playing with my nails.
Here it is ;)

Shopaholic

2011-05-20T00:33:00.021+08:00

The shopaholic is back!!! (UGH!!!)
Went for the oh-so-yummy-licious-awesome-nadeje-cake this afternoon with Suz.
Had a very fine high tea and then we went for SHOPPING!!!
Guess what? I spent more than RM100 within few hours time!!
These are the things I bought!

-Elianto hot-purple-pink-like nail polish (RM5)

-Elianto aqua green nail polish (RM5)

-An owl ring (RM9)

-a black (err..what do you call this? Friar?) ring (RM9)
-A lace cropped shirt (RM10)
-A stripe singlet with lace at the collar and bottom (RM10)
-A leopard design singlet (RM10)

-A high waist pants (RM29)-A hot red bag (RM25)
-A pair of red shoes at Brands Outlet (RM12)

-2 nail polish remover from Etude House (RM8!!)

Look what I've done to my purse?? Somebody save me~~~
(by giving me more cash to shop? Muahaha!!! Dream on! >.< )

p/s: I'm sorry for the bad quality but this is the only device for me to take picture for now..bear with me alright?

Happy Mama's day!

2011-05-08T04:33:00.005+08:00

My mum..
is the person who loves me with all her heart
and take very good care of me..
she's not good in expressing her love via words
but I feel it through what she has done for me for the past 20 years!
I remember once when I screwed up my result ~~(I remember I mentioned before but for this special occasion, allow me to bring it up this again! ;P )~~
and she said:

My heart is aching to see u upset over bad result. Pls take care n look forward for a better tomorrow.

Love,
Mum

Awww I have an amafantabulouszing mother! I can't wait to go back home! I love my Mama!
Happy mama's day, my dear mama <3 <3 <3

Mathematics

2011-05-06T21:06:00.005+08:00

6÷2(1+2)=??

Haha this seems like a hot topic nowadays..
what's your answer then?
There are 2,000,000 of them saying 9..
whereas more than 1,500,000 people thinks the answer should be 1..
Aha I'm one of the 1,500,000 :P

There are videos in youtube saying that reporters go and find out the answer is..
NINE

but today I saw this on Facebook:click

Tell me your answer! Haha! ;)

p/s:I have 8 freaking days before the last paper!!! I sleep like nobody's business, I drama like nobody's business, I eat like nobody's business! Yeahh~~How nice life can be with all these thing!! :D

Stress Level MAX!!

2011-05-03T02:33:00.003+08:00

I'm stressed.
Very.
I think I need to cry for 10 minutes before I can continue with my studies!
Damn! T_______________________T

Exam season sucks to the max!

2011-05-02T04:36:00.003+08:00

It's 4.40am..
I'm still sticking with my notes.
Thanks to the freaking final examination!
I'm so tired.

Nah, show you the tired look

Exam season!!!

2011-04-27T04:31:00.003+08:00

Exam season and I always stay up to 5-6am in the morning to study!
In fact I facebook as I was doing my revision! Ugh slap me!
I'm so lazy to study!!!!
ARGHHH and I have 3 subjects in a row then break for 8 freaking days
only continue with my last paper!!!
UGH FML max!
I can't wait to go home!!!
Daddy and Mummy are coming to fetch me home this time! Wheeheeee XD

Don't be surprise when you see in back in Malacca. I've been eating non-stop for these few weeks! Ahhhh Damnnnnnnn!

lame

2011-04-22T01:01:00.004+08:00

Facebook wall -.-

我也想

2011-04-15T03:01:00.002+08:00

Sometimes I wish that somebody is there to listen to me.
I'm someone who's bad in expressing my feelings.
If you notice, I'm kind of shy in the sense that revealing my true feeling.
I feel so naked and insecure.
Hence I don't show everything on my face
but somehow if you pay a little attention on me,
you will definitely find out the changes of my mood.
Did you ever try to understand me?
As a friend?
Do you even care if I'm emotional?
Do you even notice about it? I wonder.
A lot of things inside of me,
I kept it all to myself, as usual
because I doubt if anyone is willing to listen to me.

I have too be strong.
And please be STRONG! *hugs*

Pathetic

2011-04-04T21:14:00.002+08:00

When you need somebody
and there is nobody
How pathetic.

Homehomehome

2011-03-20T00:27:00.003+08:00

回家的感觉，
真好！=)

false hope

2011-03-18T22:04:00.003+08:00

I don't like false hope.
And I don't want to give false hope to anyone.
I'm sorry.

Stress MAX!!

2011-03-16T01:14:00.003+08:00

Journals
Articles
APA format citations and referencing

These are so-not-fun to deal with.
I'm so tired.

Update

2011-03-05T15:06:00.002+08:00

一直在更新部落
证明了我有很多话想说
但是我不知道对谁说。
很复杂的情绪在心里翻涌着
我不舒服！
正式迈入20大关，真的，百感交集。
写了很多，感叹了很多，
我还是把那些文字都删掉了。

生日快乐

2011-03-04T23:58:00.002+08:00

20岁生日快乐
林妍廷。

touching

2011-03-03T17:29:00.003+08:00

I was chatting with my sister on msn and told her I'm kinda broke now.
She asked for my bank account number and wanted to bank in money for me~
I was closed to tears
T___________T

想念

2011-02-28T23:24:00.002+08:00

我
想念當年那個
聼我說很多話，
說很多話給我聼
的陳珮儀。
我需要一個
我能夠完全放心説話的對象，
一個即使我說再多
也不會嫌我煩的人。
一個即使我說再多，
也不會覺得自己煩的人。

False hope

2011-02-25T23:01:00.001+08:00

You're not suppose to have any false hope.
Just get over it!
PLEASE!~

2011-02-25T01:35:00.002+08:00

I have to be strong.
In order to protect myself.
I have to!

久违了

2011-02-20T01:51:00.002+08:00

Time to get some updates I guess..
So I've back in Kampar for 1 month plus..
Got into English Language course for the first week
ad I found that EL is so-not-my-thing.
This is not the thing I can face in the next 3 years.
So yea, I switched to Psychology course in week 2!
You might find it an impulsive decision
but I really enjoyed Psychology classes so much better than EL classes.

Went to Port Dickson and KL with a bunch of UTAR mates
in the first week when the classes started and we had loads of FUN! :D
Took tonnes of picture that I have to create 6 albums in facebook
in order to fit in more than 1000 pictures..
And for your information, that was a 3 days 2 nights trip! LOL XD
Camwhored like nobody's business! Haha XD

Had an awesome Chinese New Year celebration in Malacca as well.
Managed to meet some long-lost-friend but still,
failed to meet some of them which I expected. (Miracle's colleagues)
Anyway I always love gatherings with families! <3

Still a lot of things to share but I guess I shall not waste your time
with all those grandmother stories. LOL XD
Look at my facebook pictures and you will know how well am I =)

Life goes on

2011-01-12T22:35:00.008+08:00

Time flies..
4 months time past in a blink of eyes~
My oh-so-long-holiday has finally come to an end..
Okay no more elaboration on this or I will go very emo :(

Got into Miracle Hair Expert 3 months ago
and thank GOD I met a lot of awesome colleagues.
Real awesome people I mean!
Had loads of fun with them!
Karaoke, bowling, sibaraku, amigo, sea side, newton food court, satay celup, seremban, genting, KL..
so many places to list down..so much memories to jot down..
I will definitely miss them! Each and every of them!
EdwinJackVenusJunnNikiBoboSandyZackEfaHuiyunBaoYukiReginaKiangWeilynnXiangxiangTracy
No matter what, life still goes on
I gotta get back on track and so do you guys!
Best wishes to everyone in everything :)

Merry Christmas world! :D

2010-12-24T23:55:00.002+08:00

Merry Christmas to each and every of you!!!
No matter where are you and who are you celebrating with,
have a blessed and holy one! :D
And you surprised me! Awww :)

p/s: make ups make people looks better :p

Picture post

2010-12-03T00:49:00.013+08:00

Met up with Claryn
on my off day.
An awesome outing =)
Let the picture do the talking alright?

CLARYN TAN IS DAMN THIN!!!!
I'm sad standing beside her T_____T

Pek Cek

2010-11-30T22:24:00.001+08:00

Pek Cek.

Very.

I am.

Loyalty?

2010-11-28T23:14:00.003+08:00

No matter how much you boasted
I still see you through.
Your immaturity disappoints me. A lot.
And now I get the picture,
the bond can be this fragile.
Oh well~there's nothing else I can say.

Piano

2010-11-17T21:20:00.001+08:00

All of a sudden
I have an urge
to learn piano/organ
again
...

執著

2010-11-03T01:13:00.004+08:00

我記得我在面子書上這樣寫過:

也許有些執著是因爲還沒找到足以放棄的理由.

然後我有所領悟:

有些執著終于放開的時候，才發現沒有自以爲的那麽難。:)

最後的時候我說:

然後回頭看，當初的執著顯得很可笑。

獻給仍然執迷不悟的每一個你。

Miserable.

2010-11-01T13:54:00.005+08:00

Sometime I really wish that I'm able to tell everything out.
Instead of keeping all inside.
This is more than I can take.
I break down at times
at the corner you cannot see.
Even though I kept hypnotizing myself to be STRONG

Nobody has the responsibility to take care of your feelings,
so I masked myself up in front of people
just to protect myself from being hurt.
Even if I do, I'll just do my best to hide the weak side of me.

I care a lot when people judge me.
Especially those I care.
Even I kept telling myself not to.
I'm simply sensitive like this.

You might not give a shit
but just let me at least express a bit here alright?
Leave if you think I'm seeking attention.
Quietly..without noticing me...shhh :x

Annoying yet funny!

2010-10-23T02:15:00.003+08:00

"I want to eat fried rice!"
"Eh I want to drink red bean soup!!"
"I suddenly wanna eat chicken rice! It's at the same place with fried rice!"
"Okay fine I don't want to eat anymore!" *merajuk*
"You people are so cruel!! I only had a piece of fried chicken this afternoon!"
"I'm starving!!!! Claryn Tan you want to go or not?" *merajuk*
"Wei arr I'm very hungry!!" *merajuk*
"I want to eat Mc Donalds ice cream!"
"Eh I also want to drink milk tea!!"
"Okay fine I'll just go and buy bread and eat!!" *merajuk*
"Eh I want the bear shape marshmallow!!"
"Eh you got the green bear, mine is blue!!"
"I know where is the car park!!" *ran like a kid to show the way..and the security guard was frightened by her*
"There are 3 shuttlecocks!! We can put it on our head!!" -.-

All these are from the same person..and that is no other than Wee Wei Lynn!!!!
The childish kiddo can be this annoying!!
I told her I will strangle my children next time if they act the way like her!
Bahahaha!!!

Gentleman! XD

2010-10-23T01:29:00.004+08:00

There's one gentleman who offered me a ride to work
and treated us a breakfast!
A million thanks!!
And you are one of the most gentleman fella I've ever met!
Thank you! Seriously! :D
Oh that happened two days ago! ;)

See me through

2010-10-17T23:04:00.003+08:00

Don't see me through.
I will hide it more!
This is so insecure!~

101010

2010-10-10T22:18:00.001+08:00

Happy 10.10.10 peeps!!
Working life is tiring.
My legs are so numb!
I'm exhausted.
So yea..sleeping time~chaoz :S

Congratulation! :D

2010-10-05T22:03:00.003+08:00

Congratulation to Ah Fern who is getting married next weekend!!
I'm so happy for you!! :D
First in my lifetime I get a wedding invitation card with my name written on it!
Looks cool! =P
haha!!
So now..what should I wear lah? -.-

VACATION!

2010-10-03T21:00:00.002+08:00

I WANT A VACATION!!
A vacation for me to go around
to relax, to play, to shop, to eat, to HAVE FUN!
I mean a proper one.
Not those visiting relatives at KL or whatever.
I don't mind if it's only in Malaysia!
But now here's the problem..
I'm so broke!!! I need money!!
and people who are willing to go with me!!
Argh! *sigh*

Loves :D

2010-09-27T05:51:00.005+08:00

A pretty awesome gathering. :)
with so much of laughter,
tonnes of catching up,
and so much fun! =)
I thank GOD for everything,
I'm grateful! :D
Looking forward to more outings
and gossiping sessions!
with YOU, YOU and YOU!!!
I always enjoy the moments with you guys! ;)

！！！

2010-09-23T14:20:00.004+08:00

不要在N年沒有聯絡后突然和我裝熟
不要有目的地接近我！
這樣很討厭，很虛僞！
不要讓我對你和你的印象只有利益！
我不屑！

Happy 19th birthday, Peiyee! :D

2010-09-23T00:42:00.008+08:00

It's my peiyee darl's birthday! :D

Happy 19th birthday to my dearest babe!!
Have a blast and enjoy your day please~
I miss you so badly~
Take very good care of yourself there!
Big girl already, have to be more mature! ;)
Best of luck in everything ya babe~
Love you <3>

PASSED! :D

2010-09-17T22:19:00.003+08:00

So yea,
I PASSED!
and I thank GOD for everything he did!
He's just simply awesome and I love GOD with my life <3
*jump around happily*

膚淺

2010-09-09T23:59:00.000+08:00

Nice outing with the ladies!
I still love them so much :)
I'm so broke!
I need a job!!!

我不喜歡你的膚淺

Home

2010-09-09T00:20:00.000+08:00

I'm HOME!
Home sweet home <3
:D

Long break!

2010-09-07T20:58:00.004+08:00

Gasping so hard on the way back from campus.
Hot sun? So what?
Cycling? So what?
Sweating? So what?
I'm inhaling the freedom in the air! Awesome! :D
So yeah, my oh-so-long-break starts today!
4 months and yeah DON'T ask me why!
It's just simply long and I'm tired of answering it~

JUST DATE ME OUT! :)

Boyfriend phobia

2010-09-06T03:06:00.006+08:00

I came across the term 'Boyfriend Phobia' during form4 if not mistaken.
My chemistry teacher was crapping after the lesson
and we were not really paying attention.
But I remember when he mentioned about boyfriend phobia,
Audrey straight away pointed her finger on me
and claimed that I'm one of them. LOL XD
I wasn't sure at that time and chose to ignore it.
But now when I think back,
I guess that's kinda true! Hahaha!

Oh I'm being so random! ;)

Kiang Shu Mei :)

2010-09-05T01:39:00.003+08:00

It's the 200th blog post
and I would like to dedicate this to no other than Kiang Shu Mei.

I remember you used to call me da yi (eldest aunt) during secondary school.
I remember once me, audrey, peiyee walked together at the corridor and you called us so loudly:"Da Yi, Er Yi, San Yi!" Lol that was hilarious! XD
I remember those moment when we first came Kampar.
I remember how stupid we cycled like mad to chase after the sunset.
I remember you love Wings' "Tai Jing Yu Pian Fan".
I remember you love maggie goreng at the mamak.
I remember you love Station R's chicken fried rice.
I remember you love Khakaboo when you do not have internet connection at your place.
I remember you always cannot finish the food and got scolded by me.
I remember when I we had the heart-to-heart talk with hoon at the lake side.
I remember how stubborn you can be.
I remember you loyal you can be no matter to a friend or lover.
I remember how you helped me with me web page assignment when I was so lost.
I remember how worked up you were when I had argument with group mates. I was really touched.
I remember you like to tease at others and kena shoot back so badly.
I remember I used to be strict to you and you were afraid of me.
I remember your 'SPAM' and 'STATUS'. Sorry but that was really funny! :P
I remember we made your birthday so unforgettable. =)
I remember your teddy bear-xiao jiang
I remember you like pikachu.
I remember how thoughtful and sweet were you during our birthdays.
I remember your sambal luncheon meat.
I remember how much you care for you brothers.
I remember your english name. Alright I won't tell in my blog. *wink*
I remember how funny you can be. Especially when you talk to your parents.
I remember our never ending laughter during mamak session.
I remember how annoying you can be when you say:"Nobody ask you!" Haha!
I remember you always say that you have 'ren qun kong ju zheng'.
I remember you always tell your friends that we have your back.
I remember your emo-ness.
I remember a lot of things in you.
We were so close that time. Remember?

Bee Hoon left. And now you telling me that you can't continue your studies with us in Kampar anymore. I'm sad. I keep telling you not to conclude before the result is out. But why you seem so sure about it? I don't know whether to give myself hope but if the end is not a pleasant one, I will be very sad. No matter how and what, I want to tell you that you are not alone. You have my back always too! Please make sure you remember. Best wishes for you no matter what is result is. *hugs*

慌

2010-09-03T19:53:00.005+08:00

Just that when I'm all alone

I feel a little ~~lost~~.

tears

2010-09-02T00:25:00.003+08:00

Pride builds me up and breaks me down.
I still can't get over the fact.
Tears are salty.

=)

2010-09-01T02:19:00.001+08:00

It's warm to have friend who care =)
Thanks much!
:D

friendship =)

2010-08-30T13:38:00.007+08:00

Had a heart-to-heart talk with the ladies
at the lake side until wee hour!
It's a good one by the way =)
Some doubts were cleared :P
came back at 7 plus in the morning and woke up at 12 something!
Great! >.<
I'm sorry for hiding something before that
but at last I still told the truth out!
So pardon me? :P
Oh there's a lady who is in recovery stage,
we are all happy for her!
You can break down at times but don't forget to stand up after that!
Everyone is behind you, you have our backs :)
Jiayou!

Mommy

2010-08-24T00:26:00.004+08:00

I read an article from a mum to her kid on facebook.
This remind me of what my mum said to me when I screwed up my result.
I sent her an email on my birthday right after she called me.

Mum,
All these years I never say these to you..but now I feel like saying:

Thanks for bringing me to this world 19 years ago!
Thanks for bearing with my temper all these years
Thanks for not holding against me when I screwed up my result
Thanks for supporting me when I'm down
Thanks for making the call to wish me "Happy Birthday".. the simple words meant a lot to me!

I still can't get over my bad result..
but trying to take it easy..
I'm fine.
don't worry about me here!
will work harder this semester!

Thank You Mum and Dad for your LOVE.
and I LOVE YOU TOO <3

And she replied:

Ting,

No point brewing over your bad results.Whatever is past is past. Work hard for the coming exams. Look forward for a better results. Studying and understand your courses is an everyday affairs not last minute. Cant u ask your lecturer to explain if u cant understand? Dont study up to early hours of the day,no good for health and u cant remember everything that u studied.
Most important thing is dont skip your breakfast and wake up early,or maybe u can do your revision of your previous lesson.
My heart is aching to see u upset over bad result. Pls take care n look forward for a better tomorrow.

Love,
Mum

I burst into tears after reading this. Especially the last two sentences!!! T____________T

I love my parents <3

2010-08-23T23:53:00.005+08:00

Final is just around the corner
I'm about to feel the stress
as I have not started anything yet
awesome me!

Last paper on 7th Sept (4pm)
Should I go back on 7th or 8th?
Hmmmm~

I'm going for rebonding.
YES! This week maybe? =P

p/s: looking back at those pictures, I miss C+C..A lot..! :(
p/p/s: I cannot find the same bracelet I lost that time!! (yes, as you can see, the green one) T___T

Not fine

2010-08-13T02:19:00.004+08:00

Short updates for my life:
After my famine 30 (okay I didn't plan it but just too busy with stuff and exhausted)
I finally had maggie as my dinner after 30 hours!
And then I feel like vomit.
After that diarrhea.
And last gastric!
what the heck is wrong with me now???

Mood of the day: Emo
I hate being malign! Like seriously!
Don't accuse me with something I never done,
in the public some more!
I feel humiliated and yeah,
you managed to make me cry like shit when I got into my room!
When I was in the campus I tried so hard to hold my tears
but still the tears flow when I went to the ladies.
Great job! Freak!

p/s:
Ms Loh,
I'm not tired.
I'm just being a little emotional.
No worry =)

2010-08-10T00:56:00.000+08:00

I'm tired.
very.

Awesome!

2010-08-03T12:44:00.003+08:00

Breakfast with doctor was good!
Shopping was good!
Mc Donald's was good!
Fitting room was good!
Movie--Sorcerer's Apprentice was good!

Camwhore on the beach was good!
Sushi King was good!
Baskin Robin was very good!
Jetty was good!

Church was good!
Econsave was good!
Tesco was good!
Ding Dang was good!
Movie--Inception was good!

Khai Lip (Dr.Ng), Audrey, Bee Hoon, Huay Kee, Wei Lynn, Hong Shien, Huey Yih, Su Ann, Theresa, Mable were too good!
Malacca is always my paradise!
I feel warm with the companion of families and friends! <3

Pictures at facebook! =)

Nanny

2010-07-25T18:12:00.005+08:00

People around me are giving out lots of negative power
In another word they are very emotional. Like really!
I'm glad in the sense that they are willing to share their problems with me..
though I can't do much but listen and try to tell them to think positively!
but one of them is rejecting food and water!
Have you ever think of your parents feelings?
How would they feel if they know you are hurting yourself because of ehem? you-know-what-am-i-referring
and your friends? We are very worry of you!
I don't know..sometimes I feel myself a nanny..
A nanny who nags a lot
but it's not appreciated..
Well of course I don't do these to like..gain appreciation? or to let them thank me or what?
But I will be glad if they feel better or at least think in a better way.
I hate seeing my friends sad and I can't do anything to make them better..
Maybe I should just let the time do the healing job?

):

2010-07-22T01:02:00.004+08:00

只是有時候反復看著手機裏的聯絡簿
才發現沒有一個能夠傾訴的對象
我很無助

Well done C+C! =)

2010-07-20T14:12:00.011+08:00

So I had an awesome weekend at Kuala Lumpur!
Went for a charity event with Anngie, Sockpei, Yeeman, Charly at Berjaya Times Square.
C+C (stands for Creative and Charity)
Many booths there selling creative stuffs with the theme-recycle!
Met lots of Malaysia artists like Yise(罗忆诗), Jeffrey(庄惟翔), Jym(庄靖毅）Amy(王明丽), Manhend and a lot more....
They were all kinda friendly..
I was dealing with those PA system in these two days!
Interesting and fun!
Met lotsa cute and interesting people too!

Shopped at Times Square and Sungai Wang on Monday before heading back to Kampar..
RM123.60 for 2 singlets, 1 blouse, 1 shorts, 1 t-shirt, a pair of shoes, 2 necklace+hair clips, 1 scarf!
Call me a SHOPAHOLIC! :D

More and more pictures at facebook!!! =)

Happy 19th birthday, Sock Pei!

2010-07-08T00:55:00.002+08:00

Oh well so this lady is turning 19th today!
Selamat Hari Jadi Ah moiiiii~
Haha!
This lady is somebody cute and thoughtful!
I always know! =)
But one thing, she's lack of confidence
Dear ah moi,
believe in yourself just like how we have faith in you!
All the best in your oral test tomorrow
and enjoy your day til the max alright?
Loves =)

很多时候

2010-07-04T06:18:00.003+08:00

时间很多的话才往下看吧！

很多事情自己收着久了
好像真的不知道该怎么说出来了

很多时候也不是不想说话
只是找不到双愿意聆听的耳朵

很多时候一个人看着全世界在忙碌
自己真的显得太空闲了

很多时候看见身边的人在往前走
自己停留在原地真的不好受

很多时候想让自己想通
却怎么也想不通

很多时候我很好
一个人的时候好像又不怎么好

很多时候情绪很多
语气很重

很多时候不想伤害
却不经意地伤害了

很多时候相信一个人
那个人在背后说闲话被自己发现的感觉很糟

很多时候很讨厌自怨自艾的自己
偏偏又控制不了

有时候真的很讨厌很讨厌自己的多愁善感
真的真的很讨厌

还好，我很坚强
我承受得住。

Straight forward.

2010-06-30T04:58:00.001+08:00

I do not like you and I don't act as if I do
I'm sorry but I'm straight forward
Call me a bitch if you want
and I seriously don't give a damn!

FUN

2010-06-28T00:50:00.014+08:00

I had so so so much FUN with the girls!!!!
Dreambox, shopping, Pay Fong Anniversary celebration, Mori Cafe, Satay Celup, Jonker Walk, Stadhuy, mamak at Kota asam pedas!! =)))
Oh and I met Vivian at Pay Fong!!
more pictures on facebook!!! =)

way to heaven?

Vivian dear <3

The grass backdrop, loves <3

Satay celup, Si Ham!!! =P

13-years-friendship =P

Su Ann shitted me out!!! =P

Fly kick from Su Ann to me!!

p/s: Pictures taken by Miss Oh Huey Nie's DSLR!! =)

Slept at 4am and woke up at 6.30am!
Church, breakfast, Tesco Extra, Tesco Hypermarket, Giant Hypermarket, PayFongHighSchool!
How awesome? Me is exhausted!
But high for everything :D

Camwhore freako(s)

2010-06-24T03:47:00.003+08:00

Line here sucks and I've been complaining since weeks ago!!
So we went Gopeng McD to online..
pathetic much?
But was really fun =)

張美云

2010-06-20T03:16:00.005+08:00

給我親愛的美云，

我想以華語來完成這一篇~
和你，我們有好多美好的回憶，
我想說，你是少數我能很安心説話的對象，
不要覺得抱歉，
當我失意的時候你或許不在，
但那是因爲我習慣把心事都收起來，
我知道如果找你，
你會是個很好的聽衆，
和你聊天真的很有安全感，
我知道天塌下來，還有你們~
你和姜是少數，真的少數知道我最深秘密的人，
你知道我在指什麽~

從幼稚園就知道你了，
雖然你忘了~
然後上同樣的小學，中學，甚至大學！
我們在同樣的環境下一起成長，
我真的很珍惜~
我們的嘴巴都很坏
常常吐嘈對方，
但都沒有惡意，不是嗎？
和你們吃飯喝茶聊天總是有用不完的笑聲
對你，我很放心~

記得嗎？

來金寳以前，你和慧琪去古城爬了山來找我，
那葡萄牙村的情人橋，
你飛走的UTAR form,
我們看著它的屍體漂浮在海上，
那片沙灘上，那只水母屍體，
那天的jetty唱歌...

然後在金寳，
我們騎腳踏車的那個金寳之旅，
起了個大早的公園之旅，
在遊樂場耍幼稚，
大半夜不睡覺的Jalan mati探險之旅，
爲了那根本看不見的日出，
那馬路上瘋狂的拍照，
耍白痴躺在馬路上裝車禍，
我好懷念~
在你家煮意大利面慶祝你18嵗生日，
我記得你的糖糖，它其實很可愛~
然後姜的生日，
那個很難忘，真的很難忘~
不需多說，我想我們不會忘記那句：
Eh Kiang you buta kah?
哈哈，很好笑~
然後在Jalan Mati喝酒，
還有幾次心情不好的時候硬著頭皮喝一桶的啤酒，
其實我有點暈，
但我愛逞強，你知道的~
再來就是我生日，雖然有些不愉快，
有部分是我自己的因素，
那時候成績的關係~
不過還是謝謝你們的驚喜 =)
然後你19嵗的生日，
記憶還很新吧？
不儸嗦，我們自己知道~

前幾天淩晨的簡訊，
其實我在棉被裏哭，
我想到以後沒有你的日子，
我很難過~
雖然你說會回來看我們，
但就像你說的，金寳凝聚了我們，
這裡很多很多我們的回憶，
我嘴巴上說討厭這裡，
其實很愛~
張米粉，請你一定要保重，
有遇到困難，不要忘了我會一直挺你到最後~
我們還在，
這一點你給我一輩子記住！
我們都很愛你！
為了你的前途，我們都不留你，
雖然真的真的很難過~

不知不覺累積了那麽多回憶，
不知不覺就打了這麽多，
我相信你懂的~
加油！*一個大大的擁抱*

thanks

2010-06-16T00:11:00.002+08:00

我看了
很訝異也感動
我想你不了解事情的經過
因爲我從來沒說
你也沒追問
如果要我突然告訴你
我不曉得該如何開口
我真的不想讓你夾在中間爲難
所以猶豫了~
該不該說？很矛盾
抱歉，真的抱歉。

想告訴你，沒事了~
可能還沒辦法回到像過去一樣
但是真的比這之前好很多了
如果讓你擔心了，
再次說聲抱歉
我不習慣把心事攤開，
不過如果你問，我會說~

Insecure

2010-06-09T00:00:00.003+08:00

I'm feeling insecure..
It's like everyone's leaving..
Those I care a lot and a lot..
They are LEAVING!!
leaving out of my life..
I went emo thinking of this..
I wished I'm able to care-less
but I just couldn't help!!

Some of them..I thought we were the best friends..
okay at least we used to be very close, right?
But I do not even know how to get along with them nowadays..
I can strongly feel the gap and the awkwardness facing them..
That's really saddening..
I've been pretending like I'm so fine with everything but deep inside..
it's bleeding like nobody's business~
You don't know and will never understand~
Everytime when they did something,
I started to reevaluate our relationships.
Are we friends? I asked myself millions times
and I couldn't figure out an answer..
Leave me alone and let the wound heal if you're not taking me as a friend..
I appreciate all of you and I really do..
But do you?
If you do, do something to it? Will you?

It uses up a lot of courage to type all these out..
I'm not really good in expressing..
and I'm even scare if they decided to leave me like..forever?
I will be breaking down and pick up the pieces of me myself again..
That sounds really scary ):

Anyway, Happy 19th birthday to Beehoon hmm..yesterday?(8th of June)
and Happy sweet 19th to Kwee Lian the tou dai (if you read my blog) today!(9th of June)
=)

Considerate

2010-06-06T04:11:00.003+08:00

I kept finding excuses but I can't lie to myself when the facts are so clearly in front of me!
Gosh this is hurt!
I shouldn't give an effing damn but I can't help~
How to ignore?
There's a million ways to lie to the world but no way to lie to yourself..
I CARE and I really do..

Dream or Future?

2010-05-29T22:13:00.010+08:00

My holidays are ending..
going back to the dead town tomorrow morning!
Tonnes of thing are waiting for me to settle and get them done~
Humans are weird..
they tend to run away when there's something they don't feel like facing it.
Coward isn't it?
Well I'm not saying that everyone do the same thing as me lah~
I used to run away for some times and face it when I've no where else to run.
Call me coward!
I'm not as strong as how I look like..
If only you know me well..Do you? Ask yourself!
And if you do, you should know this coward will get thing solve in the end no matter how!
It's kind of responsibility~
I run away from facts but not responsibility!

When INTEREST and FUTURE come together,
which one will you choose?
well, not everyone could afford a dream,
cruel but true! Agree?
AFFORD here doesn't mean only involving money..
Can you really afford the pay if your interest fails to give you a future?
Yea you might say future lies on us..we have to work for it!
But reality is something heavy..
when your interest is not really applicable to the place you stay.
And you know what?
If you tell me to go overseas,
what about my family?
My parents are old enough...
Leaving them is the last thing I would ever wanted..
Not that I'm not independent or what~
The thing is the bond and the love in the family!
I can give up anything but not family you know?

If you remember..I experienced these before!
When I was far away from home,
doctor said there's blood clot in my dad's brain!
He went through an operation..
He was so weak that time..
my heart ached a lot!!
And another time,
a tumor was found in my mum's intestines!
luckily it was benign one!
That was a nightmare for me..
Can you ever feel me?
I'm sorry for being a little work up! I'm just too eager to tell you my feelings!

Sometimes it's just the matter of conflict in oneself..
I'm sorry if my words are harsh..I know you people giving advices for my own good.
your words are deeply appreciated!
And please don't get me wrong..
I'm not blaming anyone else out there..
Forgive my emo-ness and mood swings?
Menses strike by the way~

Thanks a lot for all these..
I really appreciate and I mean it!
Thanks again. You should know who you people are.. =)

P/S: If you do not understand, just skip this post! It's nothing much but crapping :) Oppss!! I forgot..you have just done with the reading..haven't you? LOL!

:D

2010-05-26T22:48:00.003+08:00

Something might seems trivial to most of you

but they meant a lot to me

I feel BLISS :D

Happy Day ;)

2010-05-15T00:24:00.003+08:00

It's a HAPPY DAY :D
Checked my results on portal..
kinda satisfying..
At least I PASSED my maths!!! woottsss ;)
Do you have any idea how freaking stressful was I during finals~
Imagine you ask somebody without the genes of Maths to deal with those numbers and formulae?
It was really OMGWTFBBQ lor!!
By the way I put real lots of effort..
and this time I guess it pays! :D
Okay after that went movie with Huey yih and Kean Seng..Ip Man 2!
Nice show :)
Huey Yih did a little shopping~
Came home and received birthday card from MILK!!
SECOND card from him!!!
I got one last year, remember?
Go Archive to refer back ;)

At night went dinner with them again..and Chui Shan also!
2nd birthday celebration for Huey yih =)
Everything was good :)
Below is the menu of Dynasty (the cafe we went)

rot

2010-05-11T23:05:00.002+08:00

I'm kind of rotting..
yea right my holidays started nicely
and as the time goes on..
people are going back to colleges or uni
Life became boring~
Eh whoever out there,
date me out if you are in Malacca!
Boredom kills!! ):

Oh never mind, cousins are coming back in few days time! And brother reached one hour ago! ;)

Holiday! :D

2010-05-03T21:25:00.005+08:00

Holidays are awesome as always!
I shall make it short! =)

29/4/10
Finished my last paper on Thursday morning.
Straight away cycled back from campus and moved house!
After that checked out from Danish House
and came back to paradise with En En.
Thanks Charmaine and her parents who offered to fetch us back! :D
Thankyou =)

30/4/10
Went Dreambox with Claryn and Suzzane the next day!
Sang. Shouted. Screamed. :p
Nice! I walked back home after that!
Heeee XD

1/5/10
Went Jonker street with Huey Yih and Leet Ying on Saturday.
Yea, Labour Day. Traffics were heavy like SHIT!
Spent a lot!! >.<
But I had lots of FUN with the girls.
Theresa, Tam, Weilynn and Hong Shien joined us a short while after that.
Very happy to see all of them! :D

3/5/10
Woke up early in the morning and dad send me to grandma's house.
Met Audrey there and Huey Yih came and pick us up to school!
Collected the original SPM certificate and 1119 certificate.
Visited Mr.Oh and had a great moment with him!
He's still CUTE as ever! :D
Lunch-ed at DP and it wasn't as good as I thought. But then never mind lah~
It was kinda filling.
Shopped and spent a lot today! ewww I broke!!!
Anyway still an super awesome outing!
I finally met up with Audrey after 3597572820 years! haha! XD

Pictures? On Facebook! =)

可不可以？

2010-04-27T20:51:00.002+08:00

可不可以有個人，
在我不説話的時候，靜靜地陪著我，
就只是安靜地坐著讓我安心

可不可以有個人，
在我傷心的時候，靜靜地給我個擁抱，
然後輕輕拍著我的背說，沒關係，有我在

可不可以有個人，
在我低落的時候，找個時間約我散散步，
然後適當的問我，怎麽了？

可不可以有個人，
在我難過的時候，想盡辦法逗我笑，
然后說，我很擔心你

可不可以有個人，
在我開心的時候，陪著我到處去瘋狂，
然後和我分享喜悅

可不可以有個人，
在我嘴角不自覺上揚的時候，知道我在想什麽，
然後說，快告訴我什麽事讓你那麽開心？

可不可以有這麽一個人，
一個願意聼我説話的人？
一個了解我的脆弱的人？
一個看穿我的逞強的人？

~~ineedahug~~

protected

2010-04-22T16:16:00.007+08:00

the password for this is: hello

read me

p/s:tell me your feelings after you log in

friends?

2010-04-20T18:48:00.007+08:00

I want to read XD

paradise

2010-04-18T21:47:00.004+08:00

I came back to Malacca.
The place I named it 'Paradise'
The place with the nicest+delicious food
The place with the cinemas
The place with Mc Donalds (you're right, we don't have it in Kampar)
The place with shopping centres
The place with the familiar karaoke box
The place with the friends who care you a lot
The place with the warmest love from the parents
The place with the pamper of family

I don't want to leave...not at all!!! T.T

2010-04-15T06:28:00.004+08:00

The moment you doing so
you should know things will not go back
it's like you took a knife and stabbed it hard into my heart
the wound bleed and torn into pieces
and you know what?
I don't need sympathy
NOT at all
sympathy is the least thing I've ever wanted
perhaps you think there's nothing wrong for you to do so
perhaps I should reevaluate the relationship between us
perhaps we're not this close
perhaps I'm someone you can use of

okay this sounds sad but whatever. What done has done. I need to lick on the wound now.
kaythanksbye.

2010-04-14T00:38:00.002+08:00

Faking on a smile is miserable.

I don't like being emotional

I really don't like.

I need a quiet space

A place I can feel myself

I am fine..

this is great!

2010-04-10T01:49:00.006+08:00

received a message from a lost long friend can be very warm indeed.
especially when the one is busy with the work but still trying to reply as soon as possible.
this is warm..really =)
Thank you for making my day,
I miss you ;)

people at my surroundings are being emo nowadays.
and most of them are not willing to share their problems but
simply keep everything to themselves.
dear all, please cheer up! you have many friends who are willing to back you up!
and I'm one of them =)
my ears are all ready to listen,
my shoulder is all ready for you to cry on..
I'm kinda worry of you, you and you!!
stay strong and tough please!
This is not the end of the world~
cheers ;)

Am I that good?

2010-04-04T20:30:00.004+08:00

Somebody just told me this:
"She is so lucky to have you as a friend."

Can I believe this statement for once?
Though I know I'm not..

peiyee darl

2010-03-31T12:10:00.003+08:00

babe,
I miss you a lot.
I miss those days we crapped in the class.
I miss those days we sang together.
I miss those days we hung out together.
I miss those days we went tuition together.
I miss those days we went for lunch after school.
I miss those days days we complained about fatness still, bought tit-bits to tuition classes.
I miss those days we talked about our dreams.
I miss those days we talked about your crushes and relationships.
I miss those days you treated me as your 'internet' and 'translator'.
I miss those days we talked on the phone almost every night.
I miss those days we looked for each other during the break.
I miss those days we watched movies together after work and you cried.
I miss those days we went karaoke together with sisters and screamed our lungs out.
I miss those days we camwhored like nobody's business.
I miss those days we talked about everything.
I miss those days we had so much fun.
I miss those days we were still physically together.
I miss you so much ):

Happy 19th birthday, Audrey

2010-03-27T23:50:00.004+08:00

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY TO MY AUDREY HUNNIE <3
it's another year that we couldn't spend your day together
owh how sad ):
Wishing you a blessed 19th and have a great year ahead.
Good luck in your future undertaking and GOD BLESS =)
Oh please stay strong when TYY is not around!
You still have us here in Malaysia at least. *hugs*
Always remember that I love you a lot! <3

soak in the happiness :D

2010-03-24T03:58:00.003+08:00

You know what?
I just received the best birthday prezzie of the year!
Milk(Yeh Niu Nai) called me from TAIWAN when I was striving hard for the test next day ;P
it's weird to receive a number with only 4 digits
but I just simply picked up.

Me: Hello?
Milk: Hello, Yan Ting?
Me: Emm ya.
Milk: I'm Milk.
Me: *a super shock+surprise+nervous look* Em..
Milk: Happy birthday.
Me: Thank you ;D
Milk: I will go to Malaysia recently..
Me: Ya I know..for the contest right?
Milk: Yes. I'll see you in Malaysia then.
Me: Okay *smile sweetly* *hang up*

AHAHAHA!!! I'm still soaking in the bliss now. Don't wake me up please thank you =))))))))
OMG how to stay calm at this moment?
hahahhaa!!~I'm a lucky girl <3333333

stand up

2010-03-22T05:54:00.003+08:00

Once, I had a great fall
which hurts a lot
healed by the
time and encouragement
from the
parents
and also
some friends

Now
I couldn't afford
the fall
anymore
so God
bless me please
thank you and I LOVE you.

2010-03-18T04:07:00.004+08:00

Take things for granted?
you are getting on my nerves.
Get out of my sight and tear your freaking mask off!
If you are not cute,
do not ever act like you are.
It's just simply disgusting and irritating.
Stop showing so much of your weak side
it's like you are trying to gain some pathetic attentions from others.
continue? Get lost, you attention seeker!
Don't bother to ask me who am I referring,
you know I won't tell.
KAYTHANKSBYE.

WTF?!

2010-03-09T12:19:00.004+08:00

People nowadays are weird.
Look at these! both came in the same time!!! wtf?!

and do I look like a guy now?! WTF?!

19 sounds OLD T_T

2010-03-06T12:56:00.007+08:00

I'm officially 19th on 4th March.
and 19 sounds so old!! T_T

those sweeties bought me 3 wishing lanterns and a cake at night.
you know what? I actually figured it out when we know where to get the lantern.
okay I pretended as if I know nothing and let them do.
haha! smart me!! ;p
Thanks everyone who wished me.
To show my gratitude, here I am to list down every single of YOU ;)

Phone calls:
Xiao Pei
Miki Yap Abu
Theresa Tang Didi
Adeline Love Mama <3

Text messages:
Yee Man
Ann Gie
Leet Ying
Vion
Yi Xuan Love Sister<3
Audrey
Sock Pei
Bee Hoon
Kiang
En En
Claryn
Kean Seng
Xing Shan
Hui Yin
Yee Xuan
Chin Yin
Aunty Tuan New
Huey Yih
Mable
Xiao Ying
Su Ann
Hong Shien
Yun Fatt
Huey Nie
Sek Enn

Facebook wall:
Jessica Bek
Bing Yi
Ting Wei
Chui Ting
Kwee Lian
Tze Lin
Yan Ling
Hui Yee
Angela
Anson
Yin
Kai Xuan
Wey Ling
Chia Na
Han Zi Chou
Renee
Miow Wan
Bear Goh
Thiam Joo
Pei Lin
Carina
Jennifer
Yueh Neng
Karthiga
Yannicktay
Yee Xuan
Pauline jie
Si Pei jie
Chen Yin
Isaac Foh
Rui Ying
Ay Li
Ying Jie
Berwin
Lee Li
Lim Hans
Chee Hou
Chin Yeap
Ming Yi
Siok Yi
Rita Jelita
Loo Pei
Kah Yan
Kai Wee
Yu Fern
Soo Min
Suat Wei
Wong Kemun
Cheng Lui
Miki
Ann Jie
Chua Sin Yee
Ai Fern
Melissa
Joan
Mosses
Wong Sin Yee

A simple wish is more than enough. They meant a lot to me! A lot!!
Thanks those who actually made an effort to celebrate for me, you know who you people are ;)
Thanks those who make an effort to cheer me up when I'm down enough.
and you know who you are as well =)
Big MUACKS for every special ones. Yes all of you are special to me! You know I love you <3

PUDU RAYA

2010-03-03T03:29:00.003+08:00

Bought 4pm bus and waited at Pudu Raya at 3 something.
4.30pm..still waiting..never mind!
5pm..waiting..fine..
rained. yay chilling. yeay flood!!!!! WTF?!
5.30pm. Boarded the bus. Finally.